Bro, it dosnt get any easier, its still hurts as much now as the day you were taken away from us. It breaks my heart to visit your grave, i wish i could visit more often but it hurts to much. You are never out of my thoughts and never will be. The bond we had has been broken but i know we will have that bond again one day. Oliver is a credit to you, he talks about you and I just smile at him, Bless him. I would give every thing just to have you back here with us but I know thats not possible. Its 14 months since that dreadful day that my heart was broken and apart of me was taken away and will never be replaced. Love & Missing you so very much Neil, Your big sis Lynn xxxx