uncle dont worry i havnt forgot about you even tho i havnt wrote on here for ages but that dunt mean im not thinking about you! because i am every single minute of the day there is never a day when i have not thought about you uncle! new year new start and yeah you should be here doing all the crazy things you used to do when you was with us all i miss the good times we had can remeber when i stoped at your when you was on call and oliver was kickin the ball in the room and you went mad with him n you sent him to his room and he look out of door and was laffing at you and all you could do was smile and laff back because you was soo proud with what you had in your life. he is the image of you and its like seeing you on are olivers face when we see him and im soo proud of you and are oliver because no matter what he will always be your boy!! and he will always be daddys boy!! your are really missed neil! just want you back thats all i wish for and im gunna keep wishing till that day comes when i can see my uncle neil again!! rest in peace till that day comes neil i promis i will try my best and will never give up try and wishing for you to be back with your family were you belong! love youuu sooooo blooddy much neil!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Foreva in my heart!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx