Bro, I cant believe its now 3 years since that sad sad morning. The days are passing so quickly but the pain remains the same. I'm sure it always will do. I think of you daily and often shed a tear, hey we had that bond! Yeah I know we sometimes fell out but that's natural for Brother & Sister, dosnt mean we didnt love each other. Your little man is growing quick, he's well fantastic and I love him to bits. I'm taking him for swimming lessons soon, that should be fun!! He does sometimes mention you, and he see's your pictures and he says "that's my daddy that's gone to Heaven". I know you would be so so proud of him as you always was. He's got your cheeky smile to, so gets away with everything. I would'nt have it any other way. Im still looking for those answers bro, I need reasons for why you were taken. The road was quite, no sharp bends, you knew it like the back of your hand...so why?? I know there's something that caused that tragic accident, I just know there is. I will never give up on this. Love and missing you so much Neil. Lynn xx