Hey Bro, Sat here bloody crying again! It coming up to your birthday soon, instead of looking for a deft crazy pressie Im looking for something....well I dont know what im looking for. i miss you so much neil, iv been having our Oliver each Tuesday for last few weeks, you would be so PROUD of him. im sure you are looking down on him. He starts year 1 at school soon, bless him. he melts my heart as he would yours. i was so proud last week, a lady i know said how much he looked like me! Life isnt the same without you here, no phone call saying will ya, can ya. i miss that. no one to ring when i get stuck with technical stuff, i have to sort it myself, But i do. im sure you must be helping me!!! Love ya Bro xxx